hmm... people always comment in my ability to stay isolated in conversations... "si da jie kong" they say... that was the case in citibank.. today i heard that comment again... what's wrong with not participating in conversations.. you lovey-doveys are talking about your own sweet life.. i am not involved.. so why should i speak up?! it's not really anger.. perhaps just some doubts in my own mind.. perhaps frustrations in my own anti-social life at times too... anyway.. xq's cat passed away.. i didnt really know how to react to that either.. trying to imagine the sense of loss in losing something/ someone you loved very much.. but really.. it's only imagination.. i can only anticipate the sadness.. i know i'll definitely cry.. but for now.. it's all just words... hmm...
only hope... (O_o")