Old ties reforged...

hmm.. funny.. joan called me up today to ask if i could join her in this scwo bowling tournament... hmm... think it's quite wierd to meet up with the rest of them again somehow... after all my blunders then.. my disappearence after the end of the assignment and now gonna see them again (and act enthu???)
I did think of maintaining contacts before but somehow going back to an old workplace to see old colleagues and talk about current situations always feel wierd to me... sigh... but she sounded quite desperate (she must be to have even considered me..) and so i agreed... yikes.. it's been years since i last touched a bowling ball... think i'll be as she said in her sms.. aim drain fate liao...

and then suddenly talked to this guy from photo society again... he actually remembered my incorrect email and recently sent me a one-year old reply mail?! hmm.. asking me to join sub-committee of the society.. yikes.. dun think i ever wanna be involved in another club again.. though i wouldnt mind taking photos here and there....

and on the 1st september.. i actually met chong wee in school.. feels funny too.. i was actually like looking out for all the guys in my batch in school and so far i only saw him and ah-hock... though i havent said hi to ah-hock yet.. wondering what modules chong wee is taking now.. for him to have appeared at arts... maybe looking out for his girlfriend? what happened between us seemed absurd to me now.. how we came to stop talking.. i feel bad actually.. actually jeered at him behind his back cos shuyi called him lizard face.. so i kinda sacrificed my conscious for this friendship?? and now me and shu hardly meet and chat too... maybe it's just me... i'm distancing myself from everybody else... maybe it's the other direction flow... they are all leaving me.... hmm...

and today.. 3rd aunt actually sms bro to ask if we are interested in playing mahjong this sunday.. talk about funny connections...

yeah.. i'm traumatized...