hmm.. shocked!! even though i kinda expected it some day.. but well.. at least my guard was down today.. cher is actually attached with qijia now.. hmm... and i thought he had a girlfriend before that... and seemed like they began long ago during june?! dunno... kinda feeling a slight sense of dejection.. i mean.. kinda like another couple that i gotta avoid in case my rays get too bright... feeling that i may lose another fren.. or rather.. maybe i'm just sad that i havent met my other half yet... dunno... havent been meeting up with the rest of them lately... seems like everybody is busy with something... and i'm busy myself with dance too.. feeling a lot of things that are out of my grip gradually... oh well.. it's just a short emotion low i guess.. i'll survive...

anyway.. back from aberdeen.. suddenly switching to school mode again.. feels like i've stopped school for a whole year actually.. new faces again.. but actually it's new faces everyday since day one liao.. hmm.. anyway.. this sem i'm not taking jap lang anymore.. kinda feel like an escapist.. always running away from mod that gives me 'C's... but hmm.. really gotta pull up cap score since i'm kinda like stepping into honors path.. got two free days this sem... gotta mug hard... wish i could..

time flies by... still feeling sad that i havent met a someone yet.. chances seem slim and future looks bleak.. hmm.. oh well.. leave it to fate...