yeah... i teared at another death scene on tv again... father-daughter touchy dialogue too... darn... cant stand myself for being so emotional... what on earth am i doing? so weak at heart?

anyway... think it's better to have more photos, more video tapes while you are still alive... so that people can remember you when you are gone... but on the other hand.. if you were such a great person that people can remember you, maybe it's more from the heart and not these "material" things... that is if people want to remember you.. hmm.. but anyway... guess it's still better to have something to fall back on in case memory fails? yah?