hmm... great... yennie came to my room today at three plus claiming to revise jap language together... ended up as she sitting in front of laptop playing games and chatting and me "trying" to fall asleep on the bed... guess study plans dont always work... I couldnt do my readings and had to wait for her to divert attention back to me... honestly, it was a waste of time... wished i had done my other readings... sigh...

schedule is pretty tight... next week, there's two presentations, one submission and an oral test... life sux... but i guessed it's mostly because i failed to live up to my own expectations as well as others'... now whose fault is that exactly? I'm already bored at the age of 20... wonder how i'm gonna survive the remaining years... sigh...

wish i could be a little more cool, more hip, more things to remember my youth with... not that i still have much to dwiddle with... should i/ could i???

"come on girl... a little more confidence in yourself can go a long way man..."
yeah... believe in myself... it's gotta start somewhere...