hmm... it was a bad yesterday and today... feeling real pissed and helpless now... but there's nobody or place that i can talk or shout to... shit... i was supposed to meet this seller of handphone yesterday but the person couldnt make it in the last minute... i didnt really feel like waiting that long... so i decided to try my luck at clementi and the first shop that i went to actually had the phone model and colour that i wanted... wow!!! i was totally happy... the price was 338 and i thought okay.. the market rate was probably around 320 then there was the stupid gst hike... so yeah price was still acceptable to me... decided to go town try too since somebody said he managed to buy there... wanted to go samsung service centre but heck it already moved... by then i was convinced that this is fate... i should head back to clementi to buy the phone... and hell well i did...

first... the price didnt turn out to be 338... the stupid guy hadnt added on gst when he told me the price... shit... so the price came to be about 354.90... then this stupid guy went on to ask if he could round it up to 355... said it was only ten cents change... i mean... hello... he's doing a business... where got people like dat ask one?? okay fine, i am a nice person... just want to get my long-awaited phone.... then he said he was going to recommend me some accessories... but i didnt want to hear.. .told him i had it already... and there was the second biggest mistake of the deal... i didnt check if the package was complete... shit... the package was short of a ear-piece... i was already on the bus heading home by then... thought i didnt really need the ear-piece so no major hurry to go ask for justice... went back home, happily charge phone... it wasnt until last night that i discovered the third major mistake... i didnt ask to check the phone... damn... turn out the phone had this line across the screen... anyway.. the deal was far from perfect... and now... i'm feeling totally pissed.. because i dun knoe if i can ask to change the phone.. called them but they didnt answer the call... and the more i think about it the more i feel cheated.. the box looked old.. maybe the phone was a second hand model... he still charged me that much... feel like killing him... and as each moment pass by.. i feel more and more resigned to my fate... though still very pissed... feel like blaming a lot of people.... but the person i have to blame most is of course myself... for my stupidity.. and carelessness... for not asking to check my phone... for not alighting the bus immediately when i realise there was a ear-piece missing... and right this moment... for lacking the courage to go to their shop and ask for some justice done... such a coward... and i would have to hide this cowardice by later telling everybody a lie that i bought this phone at a cheaper price???

I HATE MYSELF !!!

i really do... feel like crying all of a sudden...