hmm.... chinese new year is here once again... earlier than last year... so now, most of us still feeling the holiday mood... anyway... got two shocks recently... suddenly realised that i had two short assignments to hand in by thur morning... shit... and i'll be busy tmr and wed night with dance-related stuff... sigh.. no time to do homework.. second shock... chingay is actually on sat and not on sun as i supposed... hmm... one day earlier of doom?! still hoping that everything goes well on that day... pray hard and wish hard... yeah...

anyway, i did tell the big lie about my phone.. told them that it cost about two hundred and it was second-hand phone... got a bit pissed when xq scolded me for being dumb, for buying a similar phone to my old phone... they all felt that it was expensive... hmm.. imagine what they would have said if i told them that i had actually spent three hundred plus on the phone... hmmm... towards the end... i actually felt myself very stupid too... not that i didnt feel the same earlier on... just that it seems that my stupidity had been many times more confirmed by yesterday... sadz... but i still like the colour of my phone... a bit disappointed that i only had limited sources to download ringtones from... save money?! what a lame way of consolation... hmm.. then yesterday was watching super/happy sunday at ade's house... guess wat? cancerians are the third most hated "horoscopic" gals by guys??? hmm... there goes my hopes of getting attached?! well... guess i can really wait slowly man... trying not to sound too desperate but i'm aging and i dunno.. sometimes, the going gets tough and i simply wouldnt mind some company.... ya know?

the next major thing i plan to do this year is to go trim my eyebrows? dunno... have a feeling it may make the make-up part for chingay slightly easier... but worried that i'll turn out like a freak?? dunno.. wat if they shave off all my eye-brow? darn... stressed.. cos i also dun have time for that... busy busy... but by the end of this week, i would have cleared off one major event off my list... whew...

yeah... happy chinese year to me... let's see how the year goes eh?